Today's reading: Genesis 20-21, Job 9-10, and Proverbs 2:6-8.
In so many of these early stories we see Abraham walking in faith, but we also see him faltering. He submits to circumcision and enters into the covenant with the Lord. But when he goes to Egypt and again with Abimelech, he seems to falter in his courage. He passes off Sarah as his sister twice out of fear. (p. 26)
God is with you in all that you do; now therefore swear to me here by God that you will not deal falsely with me or with my offspring or with my posterity, but as I have dealt loyally with you, you will deal with me and with the land where you have sojourned. (21:22-23)
The importance of this kind of covenant is noted by the Ignatius Bible:
A covenant of mutual peace between Abraham and Abimelech. It follows the pattern of a Near Eastern kinship or parity covenant between equals. Both parties swear a solemn oath during the ratification ceremony (21:31), invoking God's name (21:23), and expressing their mutual commitments through a verbal declaration (21:30) and ritual action (21:28). (p. 84)
II. We see that Job is still very much in despair over his suffering, believing that God has abandoned him, though he knows not what sin he may have committed to anger Him. His utter despair is clear to me in these verses:
Behold, he passes by me, and I see him not;
he moves on, but I do not perceive him.
Behold, he snatches away; who can hinder him?
Who will say to him, ‘What are you doing?’
The Ignatius Bible notes on Job's despairing plea:
He "desires a day in court" to settle the matter of his innocence (9:15), and yet he dreads the prospect of lodging a formal complaint with the Almighty (9:32-35). So he is left to complain to his friends (10:1) and to wrestle with the mystery of why he is made to suffer (10:2). He ends with a plea for a short respite before death (10:20). The language of juridical dispute permeates the discourse. (p. 796)
So in his anguish, he wishes for death but also seems to question God's justice (9:14-24). Indeed, he "seems to despair of fair treatment, as though God were indifferent to his guilt or innocence" (10:15; p. 798).
It's probably intended at this point in the story, but it is rather difficult not to really feel sorry for Job and ask God, "Why?" like many of us have done in our own lives during tough times.
It is here that today's reading in Job ends.
I do like how the BIY Companion, Vol 1, puts it for today's reading:
Job expresses questions that many of us have: Why did you, Lord, allow me to come into existence and then abandon me like this? Though I am striving to be righteous, why does it seem like you do not care? Lord, do you not care that I'm hurting so much? I thought living righteously mattered to you. It now seems like it doesn't matter at all... there is so much we do not understand about this life. But the closer we stay to him, the more we grow in wisdom and the more clearly we see things, even in the midst of suffering. (p. 26)
III. Finally, Proverbs. I've resigned myself to just getting small pieces each day, but nevertheless, I must say this morsel is rather good from the father to his son:
That's all for today.For the Lord gives wisdom;
from his mouth come knowledge and understanding;
he stores up sound wisdom for the upright;
he is a shield to those who walk in integrity,
guarding the paths of justice
and preserving the way of his saints.

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